roller coaster

So here I am, on a late Monday night lounging around in sweatpants. I am sitting in what will soon be the nursery in just a few short months. I can imagine how cute and sweet this little room will be with a fresh coat of paint and happy smiling animals looking down at me from their place on the walls. I feel like I am riding on the slowest roller coaster in the world. It goes so fast yet, it sits still just as much. Regardless of where I am on the ride, I know there is a big drop coming up that will take my breath away.